UsagiMizuki

I find it quite reasonable To aspire to more than reality Everyday is a blank canvas Why limit the fantastic? I see you years from now A glow with renewing confidence In the fact that you are doing your best And nothing is more satisfying Than extending yourself Different lessons time to time Fresh air in your lungs New eyes each sunset A shade of depth is added Moments engraved in your soul Whether you remember it all Or let the sand slip away You are what you are Now and continually In years of decisions So build yourself fine my friend Your circumstances will change Know that youre not measured In gray skies or frigid ice But in the form y

You are my friend, My trouble, and time well spent. I look for you, Like water crashes after sand. It may not be good for me, To cling on so fervently, But I see the you you'll be one day And from caterpillar to chrysalis I'll witness your transformation With unrivaled joy Waiting for the big reveal Of the beauty that captured me the moment I looked into your eyes, And saw the colors of your unfurled wings

You let me see your sadness So crisp it cuts my oxygen But you hide away in corners You smother pain in laughter I'm sorry it may be too much for me To see and not be allowed In a space so widely open Labeled as "one's a crowd" I want to touch your shoulder To tell you I'm more than ready To take away the weights you carry But you shudder at my care You cringe at my worry When all I want to do Is to wrap you in something merry I want you to know how precious you are How bright your happiness can be Yet you cloak yourself in regret Put on more anxiety What a recipe for destruction If I ever saw one You're level headed purity one moment And hea

It took me awhile to understand That ugly is just a phase A time before you're better aquainted With the muse in the scuplture that is you

What is this...seeping into my bones It aches of misery and stings like betrayal I feel...anger...no...frustration... Of things half said, half murmured It is doubt, it digs its heels in deep And bears fangs like no monster Ive seen I feel...despair...its seige continues Im crumbling between its jaws There is no light here My day is as it began, in darkness But this darkness is clammy This darkness is personal, intent What have I to do with you beast? Let us get down to buisness Will you devour my love And tear at my determination? My face is brittle, my tears black What else can you take from me? You consume the humanity And spit out its ven

I don't know what I mean, And I don't know what I want If I had a template for brains, Itd be crooked scribble font My heart is a mess And my stomachs a flutter It's harder to breathe now your words smooth as butter Why can't I focus? Why do I bother? I try to keep myself upright Only to totter My certainty is waning My calm is no longer I'm losing my right To determine whats stronger Will versus Emotion Happily I choose the latter But what happens then, That only makes you sadder Now here I am again At a crossroads of sorts. I dont know what I mean, I plead before the courts. Please someone speak Am I to be in prison or be free? What will be